I was sitting down to write a post about comparison. But I have suddenly felt super charged with electric energy. Perhaps this is because I am going to be interviewed on a podcast! Yes, my first ever podcast. So yes I am feeling the HEAT and HEALING ENERGY!
This is quite new. But I have had several insights about comparison just now.
I was feeling quite sad because I was comparing myself a lot to this one person. If you have ever compared yourself you will know the symptoms.
For me it is, my energy becomes attached to them. I consciously/and unconsciously pay attention to everything they write, comment or post on social media.
And you know what I realized? 1, I already knew that by comparing myself I hand over my power to them. They automatically win but a forfeit. Because no matter how hard i try to be the best version of me, I will never be them. I guess I think what’s so great about me? Even on social media, I find myself posting things OCCASIONALLY and wonder if they will see it and like it….. um no…
Do people like me just as much as they like them?
Do I have special talents, powers just like they do?
Are they just plain ol’ better then me?
I know the answer is no! But I keep latching on and on to this energy.
It’s manageable for me now. But no doubt I am going to work through these feelings.
I am fully confident that I am in this situation for the purpose of it to be healed.
So if you ask me, “how do you heal comparison” You know I would say I’ve healed about 70% of mine. And there is this other 30% that is going bye-bye, pouring out the energy through tears, so that I can be cleansed and free! Because life is too short for me to want to be someone else!
So you know what I say? I say that the universe has given me this opportunity to work through comparison once and for all!
And then I will enjoy other people, but that’s it. Love them, but embrace my wholeness and never for a single second wish or slip into the life of someone else to try it on for size.