Becoming the woman of my dreams
I am writing this exactly 6 days before my 30th birthday. Before I enter a new decade of my life. I will say that I am relieved and happy that…
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December 4, 2019
Draining the people-pleaser energy in me
Now that I am finally allowing memories to come up, and not trying to control the direction of my own healing. Read: I try to just go with where my…
December 4, 2019
The world is mine
The world is my oyster. Captains log.. December 1st 2019. Something happened today. As I was doing my morning exercise, which is routinely followed by me punching a pillow, sometimes…
December 1, 2019
The time is up on my self-hate
My entire wall is built upon events that happened before age 5. I know that for sure because I cried at the memory of one today. During my daily exercise…
December 1, 2019
Verbal boundaries confuse me
The ideal of boundaries confuse me. I think too much about what I am supposed to say. And what I am supposed to be like. That most of the time…
November 30, 2019
My intimacy in the age of technology
Love yourself. Love yourself. How to love yourself in the age of technology. How to care for yourself. How to let yourself shine. A funny thing happened today. A boy…
November 30, 2019
The puppeteer and the puppet
I have had several realizations over today. I realized that I was not living my life with clear eyes. I was waking up, and living my life, smiling and talking…
November 29, 2019
~I feel like Aphrodite~ I can feel again~
I know that I am making progress because one day I was able to feel another side to myself. And after all the work purging, gagging, ridding myself of the…
November 27, 2019
Words flooding my memory from my subconscious
“Aren’t I special too” "Why didn't you love me?" Flashes of memories, childhood pictures, photographs all flooding my mind. There is no need to force any action as my body…
November 23, 2019
Family Systems
Each time I think I am done with the work of going deep into my emotions, I am caught by the “happy” surprise that I still can go deeper and…
November 21, 2019